A little background story: A week ago, I applied for a job as an assistant in Fetomaternal division in OBGYN department of my university. As we all know, I wanna become an OB-GYN, so being an assistant is definitely a start (huge chance to be accepted as a resident). Long story short, I was accepted (YAY!) and began working last friday.
Now, back to this crush thing.
He is an OBGYN, he is the son of one of the professor there, he works in the department I am in, he is one of my boss, and he made me a blithering idiot. Not. Cute.
I first met him when I was a med student and he was a resident. I instantly had mad crush on him. He was/is tall, athletic, attractive, fucking smart (like seriously), funny, weird, and a gentleman. Oh my God. I can't with him. However, he was married with a child. His wife was a Malaysian, it is said that they met in med school.
So, yeah... I mean, no matter how insanely attractive he is, I can't don anything about it right? I'm not gonna dally with a married man. Nope. Nope. Nope.
Just this morning, I got news that he was actually divorced. That his daughter was in Malaysia with his ex-wife. That it happened quite a long time ago. That he is currently single.
I don't wanna appear unprofessional and I don't wanna cause any scandal here - one wrong move, and I can never be an OBGYN.
But... I just can't shake this excited, giddy, happy feeling I've felt since I received the story.
Oh dear God. Please, help me.
I have a crush. A humongous crush.